WALKING MEMORIES

Angels And Demons

2009-05-16T12:03:00.002+08:00

Its been 2 years since I read this novel of Dan Brown. It is the sequel of Da Vinci Code that is being shown 2 years ago. The movie that I did not understand and took a nap because I was sick that time. Fortunately (for me), I did not get the chance to read the book because most of the fans of this novel got disappointed upon watching it. Same with the Twilight movie. Good thing, I was not in the mood to read that.

Going back, My bestfriend and I had this agreement that we were going to watch it with my other HS Buddies. So we were really looking forward to see this movie. The scenes were almost the same with book. Especially the scenes where in bishops killed brutally. I'm not a fan of those thriller movies that make me insane, though. Its just that the scenes were perfectly interpreted and the way I imagined it when reading the book was actually the same. The part where in I almost fainted was the FIRE thingie where in the bishop's arms was tied and he is being roasted alive. It took me a while to became sane again. LOL. Plus, the musical score was great. It gave me additional excitement while watching it.

Yella, my bestfriend, kept on commenting and telling what will happen next and I was like, "Tol, wag ka maingay. Panira ka!" LOL. She is so tackless like me. That's why we became bestfriends. Mind you. Lol. :)

So for this movie, TWO-THUMBS! You must watch it. :)

Keep on Trackin'

2009-04-11T16:22:00.003+08:00

Its been more than 2 months that I didn't have any blogs posted in my journal and here i am again typing the white space that I used to type few months back. So whats up with me?

At last! Im done with my cramming-lazy-cutting classes days of my life. I'm now a degree holder. Yes, a BSBA Marketing and Advertising Managament graduate of De La Salle University - Dasmariñas. 14 days after my graduation day, here I am doing nothing with my life. I supposed to find my first ever job but then I'm too lazy to browse different job availability through the Internet and newspapers. Im stucked up with my life for now. Good thing, we have a family business that I can visit anyday that I want. Giving the products that they purchased, encoding and whatsoevr-works. There is one thing that I keep on holding to why i don't still looking a job. I have my reason. I want to enhance my vocabulary and speech ability. Interview makes me rattle with my words and in the end, became nervous and forgot what I should say. This is the cliche that I shared with our guidance counselor on my exit interview. Well, I'm not the only one who has this problem.

My plan is to read and read more novels and articles. Consulting the thesaurus is also one of my solutions on my problem so my vocabulary would be enhanced. Practicing speech is also a good idea (Ms. Cynthia suggested me this during my exit interview and i think its a good idea).

Goodluck to me. Wish I could land a good job after two months. Break a leg. :D

Absurd

2009-01-22T00:40:00.003+08:00

Its 12 midnight. My mind is very busy. There are lots of things that keep on crossing on my mind. I'm bothered. Hindi ko alam kung ano una kong gagawin. To review or to gather related reviews for my research. To blog or just think. Calm or distracted. I don't know.

Whats Up With 2009?

2009-01-04T19:42:00.000+08:00

2008 has end and lot of things happened last year. I, myself, did not notice that days and months had past and we currently celebrated the Feast of Christmas and biding our goodbye for 2008.

So what ARE my new year's resolution? Here we go.

Lose weight. I want to lose some carbs on my eating habits. I need to exercise more often since Im always at school and ojt. Of course, I want a new look for this year. New me outside but stay the same inside. Do you get what I mean? and since this is my last year for schooling (I'm a graduating student), few months after I am in the world of unemployment. haha. No, in the world where in I have to wake u early, having a client presentation and earning on my own. So I have to get the first impression of my boss in the future. Continuing what I have done last year, this is one of the resolutions that I need to accomplish. This is my goal. TO LOSE WEIGHT.

Be thrifty. Budgeting my allowance everyday is a good start to become thrifty. Since I permanently terminated my sun account, I can save a lot of money by now. Buying things what I need and want. Talking about marketing here. :D

Attend Mass regularly. I have a bad of habit on not attending mass every Sunday. I do not know why. Is it because I'm too lazy to take a bath when my eyes are set off on the television? Or I have a lots of things to do? Or im just making excuses? Hmm. Well, whatever reason it is, I need to attend mass. Hence, God is punishing me on not attending the mass. My sins are over-flowed on his list.

First thing firsts. Washing my clothes and doing my assignments and projects ahead of time are stuffs that I should get used to it. Since this is my last year, I badly need good grades for me to able to be hired in a good company. Of course, I don't want to repeat what happened last year on not completing my requirements. The consequence? Re-take the Service Marketing. My parents did not know that Im repeating that this sem. All by myself. Good for me that my professor is not that strict. Study first before pleasure? Hmm. well lets see. Balancing is a good idea. :)

So thats my resolution for this year 2009. I wish that I would accomplish it. I need conviction for me to able to attain them. Goodluck to me. :)

A Year that was

2009-01-03T01:25:00.000+08:00

This would be my first blog this year 2009 and i hope it would be a great one blog. Thinking what should I put into, things that made my year 2008 became productive, full of intrigues and more fun moments with my precious friends. Yes, my precious friends. Though we call ourselves Worst Friends, we still maintain our healthy friendship that we built. Not to mention my friends during my HS Life. and friends during college days.

First Offs, I would Like to thanks my WORST FRIENDS. I don't need to mention them all because Im too tired to type it one by one. Hehe. You know who you are guys. Going back, a very Big Thank You for all the gaga moments we spent together. From staying at Lourdes dorm, which I really miss and the place where we started our kalokohans and kadramahans the whole year. The time we managed to sleep even though the place is small. The time when I and April had a fight and after few days we eventually fixed it. The time we were still awake because we had drinking spree. The time when most of our blockmates went there to spent birthdays and wala-lang-inuman-lang moments. The time when we met other people. The time when Mae and Cheng almost stpped out at the dorm because of our noisiness but still we could not help but to make noise. The time when Mae and Ace had a huge fights that we got used to it. So many memories. I'll be missing that. BIG THANKS TO YOU GUYS!

Second on my List, my HS Friends. Though we do not have the time to see each other unlike before, you guys definetely here in my heart. The roadtrip we had. The movie marathon that I really miss. The funny stories that I've heard from you. The juicy chismis that Rj said to me and made me laugh (talking about John Lloyd's Hair). The long walk at Recto with Yella and Gibbo. Tambay moments at Seaside, MOA. A great helping knees from Rj so that I could seat on the high walls at Seaside. The Laughs. The Foods. The everything. Its worth keeping. I love you guys. REALLY.

2008 has been a good year. I cried, laughed, hurt, drunk, became sober, became crazy. A year that has full of surprise and excitement.

A Year That Was....

My Wish List

2008-12-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

Since Christmas is really coming and Im not dreaming, I listed my wish for this holiday.

Calling my ninongs and ninangs out there, I wish you would read this. :)

1. I-Phone

2. IPod Nano

3. HP Mini notebook

4. Twilight Saga Books

5. Cash (P25,000)

6. Branded Clothes

7. Nivea Lipgloss strawberry

8. Honda Jazz / KIA Picanto / Hyundai Getz / Chery QQ

9. Chuck Taylors (Im so addicted to it!)

10. Havaiannas (size 37-38)

Thats for Material Things.

But also I need someone to cuddle up with. I need LOVELIFE.

Simbang Gabi

2008-11-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

Oo, nagstart na simbang gabi kaninang madaling araw. Meron din namang nagstart kagabi. Kahit ano naman dun, pwede ka magsimbang gabi. Namiss ko magsimbang gabi. Yung nakikita mong desidido yung iba na kumpletuhin ang siyam na simbang gabi para matupad ang kanilang mga hiling. May pumupunta naman para lang magligawan. Binabastos ang simbahan. Of all the places, bakit sa simbahan pa magliligawan at doon pa sa dilim. Mga kabataan talaga.

Nagsimula akong magsimbang gabi nung highschool ako. Naaalala ko nun, effort talaga ako gumising ng alas-tres para lang makapagsimbang gabi. Nakauniform na ako nung nagsisimbang gabi kami ng mga kaibigan. Dumadayo pa ako sa simbahan ng san Nicholas para lang makasama ko sila. Maaga na rin kami nakakapasok ng school. Kami na nagbubukas ng school noon. Nagsimbang gabi na, hindi pa late. Hitting two birds in one stone, ika nga. Nag-aagahan kami sa 7-11 noon. Pandesal at kape. Minsan naman pag sinipag magdala ng pera (ibig sabihin pag nagkapera) may noodles pang kasama. Samahan pa ng kwentuhan at tawanan. Ganto buhay-simbang gabi ko hanggang nag2nd year college ako. Simula nung naging busy na ako sa pag-aaral ko at barkada, hindi ko na naisipan magsimbang gabi. Kahit gustuhin ko man, hindi naman ako napapagising ng maaga. Wala rin.

Masarap magsimbang gabi lalo na kung yung mga kasama mo rin eh gusto rin magsimbang gabi. Gaganahin ka rin kasi marami kang pagkain na makikita, tulad ng puto bungbong at bibingka. Mga kakanin na madalas makita sa labas ng simbahan. Ewan ko ba kung bakit ganto ang mga pagkain. Nakasanayan na siguro. Basta ang alam ko, masarap yan.

Hindi ko na makukumpleto ang simbang gabi ko kasi hndi ako gumising ng maaga kanina. Susubukan ko bukas. Mambubulabog ako dito sa bahay.

The movie I've been waiting for

2008-11-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

I have not watched this movie but I want to. I heard this movie when I was listening on Good Times with Mo. It became a talk-of-the-town so I googled up Twilight.

Twilight is a story about a mortal and a vampire. Edward Cullen is a vampire but still he controls himself even his family to suck blood from human instead they get animal's blood. Bella Swan, his love interest in the story, is a typical school girl who transfers from other place. Edward tends to avoid Bella because he is being seduced by the blood of Bella. So he changed his schedules for him not to see or meet her. But destiny keeps them to be together.

That's all I know about the movie. So I need to find out more. So I need to watch this.

Its a must! :)

Bakit May Taong Nakakairita?

2008-11-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

Hindi ba natin sila maiiwasan? Yung mga taong walang magawa sa buhay kundi mang-asar o di kaya naman sa unang tingin pa lang maaasar ka na kasi akala mo kung sino siya. Akala mo gwapo, hindi naman. Hipon naman siya. Akala mo mabait, hindi naman pala. May tinatagong baho sa katawan. Ang mga taong tinatawag na "FEELING". "Feeler" sa iba. "F na F" sa mga straight nabakla, taong bakla at babaeng-bakla. Kung ano pa mang tawag sa kanila, nakakairita sila!

At dun ko nakilala ang isang taong nakakairita. Nakakasama ko pa siya MWF. Buti na lang hindi ako sa department nila naka-assign. Siya ang dumadalaw sa department namin. Embudo talaga ako sa kanya! Akala mo kung sino. Epal pa. E ano kung gusto namin magpicture-an? Bawal ba? Paki niya ba! Walang pakilamanan chong! We're just having fun. Pangalawa na yan. Jajackpot ka na talaga samin. Humanda ka!

ANIM NA BUWANG NAKA-TENGGA

2008-11-24T15:44:00.000+08:00

May nasagutan akong survey sa Friendster. Pinagkukumpara ang lovelife ko last year december and this coming december. Bigla ko na lang narealize na six months na rin pala akong walang kakulitan, kaasaran, kapuyatan sa gabi, kausap hanggang lumabas si Haring araw, kakantahan, at higit sa lahat, ka-ilabyuhan. Ibig sabihin wala akong KA-anuhan. Lahat ng KA na maiisip mo. Wala ako nun. O sige, sabihin na nateng nandyan ang aking mga kaibigan na nagbibigay buhay sa sirang plaka kong buhay. Pero parang may kulang. Kumbaga sa vitamins, hindi ako ako nagse-Centrum at kylangan kong magtake at masabing, "I want to be Complete" Pero heto ako, Im INCOMPLETE.

Iniisip ko na lang na darating na lang yan. Pupunta rin ako diyan. Pero naisip ko rin kung laging ganto na lang, puro "right time" na lang iniisip ko, wala akong mapapala. Ayoko rin namang magmukang Desperada na makipag-relasyon na lang kung kani-kanino. Wala din akong mapapala don. Nagkakaron nga ng KA-anuhan pero hindi rin naman tumatagal. Nakakaaksaya lang sa oras. Nakakaumay sakyan. Panandaliang saya at sarap sa pakiramdam pero hanggang dun lang yon. Wala ng iba. Gustuhin ko naman maging seryoso pero, nararamdaman mo rin naman na hindi rin magtatagal. Wag na lang.

Pag tinatanong tungkol dito, lalo na ng mga taong naging involved saken dati, sinasagot ko na lang na wala. Gusto ko na magkaroon. Pero sabay comment naman nila na okay lang yan. Studies na muna intindihin ko. Isip-isip ko, palibasa kasi meron sila. At ako wala. Dahil sa kanila, zero love life ko. Hindi naman dahil sa bitter ako. Pero kasama na rin sa factor.

Studies? Pwede na rin maging dahilan yan kung bakit wala pa akong KA-anuhan. KAtulad ngayon. Nag-oojt ako. Hindi ko ata masisingit ung mga ganung bagay. Pero kung tutuusin pwede naman isingit eh. Kung gugustuhin ko rin. Kaso nga wala. Magagawa ko.

Hanggang RIGHT TIME na nga lang siguro ako.

COME WHAT MAY.

:)

CALLING BIG TIME.

2008-11-21T10:17:00.000+08:00

Since Tuesday, I and Chepie were calling companies and confirming if we can send proposals to them. So today, Chepie is starting to search companies and try our luck to contact them. We already called companies like Unilever, Universal Robina Corporation and Asia Bewery. Talking about BIG time companies.

At first, I hesitated to began my first call because I did not know what to say. But when Chepie tried her first call and received a response that she can already send her proposal thru fax. So I did it for myself. We got excited because of good response. But some companies we were trying to contact were not accepting proposals anymore cos they got already their own ad agency. Some were busy and not in service. (FYI. Chepie is currently calling her prospect.)

I better proceed with my work now.

Later! =)

Allergy attack!

2008-11-18T20:25:00.000+08:00

Ang kati. Oh my god! Inaatake na naman ako ng allergies ko!

Ba't ba hindi ako pwede magsuot ng mga accessories na fake? Mga gamit na mura lang pero maganda naman sa paningin ko at ng iba. Ganto ba talaga pag ang kutis pang mayaman? Bawal ang "fancy" ika nga ng tita ko na tawag sa mga pekeng alahas. Bakit ung iba naman pwede? Ang swerte nila.

Dahil nga sa ayaw saken ng mga accessories na fancy, pag sa kinatagalan na gamit ko sa mga to, nangangati na'ko. Sobrang pula at my maliliit na mga burol sa aking balat. So tendency, kakamutin ko. Kahit pigilan ko mang hindi kamutin, napapakamot ako. Sarap sa pakiramdam.

Kaya kung nakikita mo kong hindi ako mapakali, may allergy nako niyan.

FRIENDSTER SUCKS!

2008-11-16T16:43:00.000+08:00

3 days of under maintenance. What the hell happened on my account? From 600+ friends, it dropped to 45 friends. FcuK! I maintained that no. of friends for almost 4 years but look what happened. It ruined my account. According to a friend of mine, Friendster Team will delete all inactive accounts. But you see, they deleted some of my friends. Are my friends inactive? Impossible! Those who remain in my list are not my close friends really. Some I met through downelink. And some are my fans. Just kidding.

I receive a text message from a friend. It says:

Please be advised that Friendster has suffered a great damage on their site as a computer named h4xor-nytmare had infiltrated their database. Please do not log in you accounts or add friends for the time being for the team is currently recovering the losses that were inflicted.

Please spread the message.

ITS A NIGHTMARE. REAL NIGHTMARE. IT DOES EXISTS.

How could I not logged in to my account if this thing destroyed my account. My primarily concern is the Friends' List that I had for years now. How could I calm myself? Friendster is my sister, brother and a parent to me. I treat her as my one of my loyal friend.

I hope Friendster Team will fix what damage has been done. I hope it will back to normal as soon as possible.

MY FIRST POEM EVER.

2008-11-15T15:41:00.000+08:00

I had this poem that I created when i was in the middle of bleeding-crying moments back in high school. So I came up with a poem that i wrote. My first ever poem in my life. I was browsing in my Friendster blog when i saw this poem. I want to share it this with you. Everytime I read this, I had mixed emotions. The feeling of embarassment because maybe some might laugh with it and do not imagine that i am bitter that time. The feeling of hilariousness cos i cannot imagine that i could write a poem. And of course, the feeling of that I had accomplished something like this. That somehow i could create a poem.

So, here it is.

PS. Don't laugh. Or else I might kill you if I saw you laughing. :p

KATANGAHAN….

kulang pa ba ang naibigay ko?
at ako’y ginaganito?
labis na nasaktan
nang hindi inaasahan

ginawa ko naman ang lahat
para lamang siya’y lumigaya
ngunit ako’y iniwan
nang walang paalam

tadhana nga ba ito sa akin?
na ako’y iwan at saktan?
o naging tanga lamang ako
na pumayag na ako’y gantuhin

ngayon ay nagising
sa buong katotohanan
huwag masyadong ibigay
upang hindi masaktan ng lubusan

kaya’t ako ngayo’y natuto
sa mga aral na napulot
marami pa naman dyan
na kayang pantayin ang pagmamahal ko.

kaya’t ikaw na nagbabasa
meron akong paalaala
gamitin ang puso sa tamang paraan
hindi sa katangahan

ANOTHER ACCOUNT.

2008-11-15T15:17:00.000+08:00

Upon signing up this blogger site, i realized that i had already an account here. But i can't barely recognized neither the email add nor the password that i used. So i came up with this new account. I will try my best to update this account so i could share with you what im up to and what's going on with my life. And i'll try my best to post insightful ideas. Pray for me.

Glad to be in this site. See you around! :)